Moving forward (reality)

Reality is finally
setting in.
I know that in
less than 4 months
I will be a high school
graduate.
No more easy roads.
College starts in
August.
Then I'm on my
own.
Not knowing
anyone.
Everyone
going in different directions.
Possibly never seeing
the people I've grown to
love and learned to
let loose with.
Reality is I have to
move on,
have my own dreams,
follow them.
Reality is I'm not
rather I can't be
that little girl
I alway have been.
Nothing stays
the same.
Even my childhood home
is going up
for sale.
Everyone
moving on,
moving forward.
Feels like I'm the
only one
resisting change.
The only one getting
left behind.
If change is good
why does it hurt
so bad. Why does reality
make me wanna cry.
Whatever happened
to fairy tales.
Guess life can't
alway be happily
ever after.
Reality has to set in
and you have to
Realize that
things aren't
can never be
perfect.
There are so many
opportunities
with the new life.
But what about the
opportunities we have
here?
Reality
harsh
curel
painful
cuts like a razor
on skin.