Friday, January 28, 2011

Something unpleasant

I was sitting at Starbuck's across the table for two from my boyfirend at the time. We were waiting on his coffee to be made. Our hands both folded on table, seperately, as we made small talk. We never went out and made small talk. After about twenty minutes of this we started "the talk", the reason he had called me at 8 o'clock that morning. He explained how he had been thinking about "us".
he covered it up with how awesome I was. How pretty I was. How he wanted to be really close after. Then he said "I don't think we should do this anymore." The final words. Tears were trickling down my face when it was all said and done. But we remained there for thirty more minutes, goofing as friends. Then i Called my mom. She got there in her blue jeep wrangler. I hugged him for the last time, a final goodbye. Then watched him walk to his badly painted 4-runner and the tears poured down.

1 comment:

  1. Awww!!! That is so sad!!! How in the world could you just sit there goofy as friends? You are so strong!

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